Beautiful chaos: sweet moments with the One who holds my
heart.
Just when life seems to take a drastic turn another comes to
jolt us out into a different place. Life is rather crazy and there are moments
where we look at our lives and we know that there is no way on earth that we
could ever do this without God. We are learning so much in this process.
One of these lessons is the huge truth that without God we
are literally nothing. This is not to say that we have not recognized this
before but to experience it in a different manner is exhilarating! When we
recognize that being in the presence of God is more important than anything, we
hold a key to the kingdom of God. In His presence there is: wholeness, peace,
and divine love. There is no worry for today and no worry for tomorrow.
At this stage in our lives we have been given the great gift
of learning what it means to dive into His presence more and more. We have
given up financial gain for more of God. We have endured slander, criticism, backstabbing, and other
ungodly things because of our radical lives. Its great… and tough!
I was asked about a week ago if we regretted making the
changes that we have. It hit me at that moment that instead of regretting it,
which others would because of our financial state, that I actually cherished
it! God has given me these great gifts that money could never buy! I could
never earn them on my own. More of Him is worth anything and everything. This
truly has been being put to test in my life and also in our lives as a family.
This does not mean that every moment is easy. In fact it
seems that life just gets more difficult. And as it gets more difficult it also
gets so amazing and wonderful because God reveals more of Himself in the
process. I would never trade this life with God for anything! Love and worship
to our King and Provider are our greatest weapons against the enemy. I will
dance my way into my God’s victorious arms of strength and power.
Beautiful chaos: sweet moments with the One who holds my
heart.
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